Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand

By: gerardspetpossum

Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand
I can feel my time falling, grains of sand.
But still I wander through the streets,
My skin is pale as white sheets,
Smiling.
I dont want to go home,
To be all alone,
To hear what I hear,
To fear what I fear,
I'll sit here thanks.
I have hidden my head in this book,
So that I can cry.
I know that nobody will look,
Nobody will wonder why.
I wont ask for help.
No point,
You wont get why,
Why I cry
Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand